NIGHTTIMER

Rylee. Buttface.

“There are 7 billion people on this planet who I have not met,
and 195 countries I have not visited.
Yet I am stuck in this insignificant town,
Being pressured into making decisions about my future,
When I barely even know who I am.”

—   unknown (via kushandwizdom)

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bradpittonline:

A Recording of FIGHT CLUB Q&A @Comic-Con 2014-credits to 【x】

I don’t own this record. All rights reserved by Jeff Goldsmith and Unlikely Films, Inc.

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xthegirlwithkaleidoscopeeyesx:





MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING FOR DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT.I’ll confess that I have not read the book. With all the excitement about the new trailer, I thought I’ll read just one chapter online to see if it is really as bad as people claim it is. Guess what, it’s worse. In fact, I don’t know why this book hasn’t been banned, it is dangerous. These are excerpts from Chapter 16. I’m completely horrified by it, because Anastasia makes it clear again and again that she does NOT like what Christian is doing to her (I’ve made bold all those parts).

He hits me again and again, quickly in succession. Holy fuck it hurts. I make no sound, my face screwed up against the pain. I try and wriggle away from the blows […] He hits me again… this is getting harder to take. My face hurts, it’s screwed up so tight […] I cry out again. “No one to hear you, baby, just me.” And he hits me again and again. From somewhere deep inside, I want to beg him to stop […] He gently strokes my hair. I’m on his chest again. But this time, I don’t have the strength to lift my hand and feel him. Boy… I survived.That wasn’t so bad. I’m more stoic than I thought […]I remember him saying – I can’t remember when – that I would feel so much better after a good hiding. How can that be so? I really don’t get it […] I can’t say that I enjoyed the experience, in fact, I would still go a long way to avoid it.
[…] I don’t want him to beat me, is that so unreasonable? 
[…]
I close the door and stand helpless in the living room of an apartment that I shall only spend another two nights in. A place I have lived happily for almost four years… yet today, for the first time ever, I feel lonely and uncomfortable here, unhappy with my own company. Have I strayed so far from who I am? I know that lurking, not very far under my rather numb exterior, is a well of tears. What am I doing? The irony is I can’t even sit down and enjoy a good cry.
[…]
“How did you feel while I was hitting you and after?” “I didn’t like it. I’d rather you didn’t do it again.” “You weren’t meant to like it.”








See? Isn’t BDSM supposed to be consensual? There is absolutely no consent here. She is scared, she is miserable, she feels unhappy and confused about herself. This is not romantic or sexy, it’s disturbing. And I can’t imagine what it must be like for the women who have survived abusive relationships to have this utter trash glorified. The movie should be boycotted and the books should be burned.









I am in no way defending this awful book. It’s really awful. The relationship in it is fucked up, unhealthy and abusive in so many ways. But this post is actual bullshit. It’s taking passages out of context and erasing a lot of things said in between these words. When you do that you give people and idea of something that isn’t true and it creates holes for people to come in and defend this thing later. You don’t have to lie about this book. Just educate people. This story is awful when you quote it directly and put those quotes in context. I hate when people fucking warp things to fit their means. Especially when you don’t need to. Read this book and find for yourself why it’s awful. Be honest with people about what it is and what happens in it. Honestly the stuff that is unhealthy and abusive isn’t even the physical stuff they do in it.

xthegirlwithkaleidoscopeeyesx:

MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING FOR DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT.
I’ll confess that I have not read the book. With all the excitement about the new trailer, I thought I’ll read just one chapter online to see if it is really as bad as people claim it is. Guess what, it’s worse. In fact, I don’t know why this book hasn’t been banned, it is dangerous. These are excerpts from Chapter 16. I’m completely horrified by it, because Anastasia makes it clear again and again that she does NOT like what Christian is doing to her (I’ve made bold all those parts).

He hits me again and again, quickly in succession. Holy fuck it hurts. I make no sound, my face screwed up against the pain. I try and wriggle away from the blows […] He hits me again… this is getting harder to take. My face hurts, it’s screwed up so tight […] I cry out again. “No one to hear you, baby, just me.” And he hits me again and again. From somewhere deep inside, I want to beg him to stop […] He gently strokes my hair. I’m on his chest again. But this time, I don’t have the strength to lift my hand and feel him. Boy… I survived.That wasn’t so bad. I’m more stoic than I thought […]I remember him saying – I can’t remember when – that I would feel so much better after a good hiding. How can that be so? I really don’t get it […] I can’t say that I enjoyed the experience, in fact, I would still go a long way to avoid it.

[…] I don’t want him to beat me, is that so unreasonable? 

[…]

I close the door and stand helpless in the living room of an apartment that I shall only spend another two nights in. A place I have lived happily for almost four years… yet today, for the first time ever, I feel lonely and uncomfortable here, unhappy with my own company. Have I strayed so far from who I am? I know that lurking, not very far under my rather numb exterior, is a well of tears. What am I doing? The irony is I can’t even sit down and enjoy a good cry.

[…]

“How did you feel while I was hitting you and after?” 
I didn’t like it. I’d rather you didn’t do it again.” 
“You weren’t meant to like it.”

I am in no way defending this awful book. It’s really awful. The relationship in it is fucked up, unhealthy and abusive in so many ways. But this post is actual bullshit. It’s taking passages out of context and erasing a lot of things said in between these words. When you do that you give people and idea of something that isn’t true and it creates holes for people to come in and defend this thing later. You don’t have to lie about this book. Just educate people. This story is awful when you quote it directly and put those quotes in context. I hate when people fucking warp things to fit their means. Especially when you don’t need to. Read this book and find for yourself why it’s awful. Be honest with people about what it is and what happens in it. Honestly the stuff that is unhealthy and abusive isn’t even the physical stuff they do in it.

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I don’t know

Anonymous said: What is 50 shades of grey about? And what's so bad about it?

aconissa:

50 Shades of Grey was originally fanfiction based on the Twilight series, which was then published as a novel (along with 2 subsequent books). It sold over 100 million copies around the world and topped best-seller lists everywhere. It’s about to be adapted into a film, set to come out early next year.

It follows a college student named Ana Steele, who enters a relationship with a man named Christian Grey and is then introduced to a bastardised and abusive parody of BDSM culture.

While the book is paraded as erotica, the relationship between Ana and Christian is far from healthy. The core mantra of the BDSM community is “safe, sane and consensual”, and 50 Shades is anything but. None of the rules of BDSM practices (which are put in place to protect those involved) are actually upheld. Christian is controlling, manipulative, abusive, takes complete advantage of Ana, ignores safe-words, ignores consent, keeps her uneducated about the sexual practices they’re taking part in, and a multitude of other terrible things. Their relationship is completely sickening and unhealthy.

Basically, “the book is a glaring glamorisation of violence against women,” as Amy Bonomi so perfectly put it. 

It’s terrible enough that a book like this has been absorbed by people worldwide. Now, we have a film that is expected to be a huge box-office success, and will likely convince countless more young women that it’s okay not to have any autonomy in a relationship, that a man is allowed to control them entirely. It will also show many young men that women are theirs to play with and dominate, thus contributing to antiquated patriarchal values and rape culture.

Fuck this book. Fuck this movie.

youthwastedx:

My new bodysuit from Hopeless makes me feel invincible.

GIRL! DAMMMMMNNNNN! YOU LOOK SO GOOD

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Modest Mouse - Talking Shit About a Pretty Sunset

denimtunes:

Talking Shit About a Pretty Sunset || Modest Mouse

and i claim i’m not excited with my life any more
so i blame this town, this job, these friends
the truth is it’s myself

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Robert De Niro in Taxi Driver (1976).

Ryan Gosling in Drive (2011).

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matadorrecords:

INTERPOL - “All The Rage Back Home” (directed by Paul Banks).  From the upcoming 'El Pintor' (out September 9)

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